Madeline

2010-05-06T23:03:00.002+08:00

It seems like what I portray in my mind is too beautiful or too good, it always ends up on the bad/ugly side.

Maybe I should portray bad stuffs and keep myself preparing for all the coming, so that it will not end up disappointing me.

Yes maybe I should.

Really very tired of life...

My Dinner made of Love ♥

2010-03-31T23:29:00.006+08:00

Bb was very sweet to fetch me from school and to deliver dinner for me...

Flower crabs porridge

Dear Dear Madeline feels blissed... :)

Fish Spa / Kite Flying

2010-03-28T22:28:00.007+08:00

On Saturday, after my lesson, we went to Bishan for toothless fish foot spa! There was a promotion buy 2 get 1 free. So we were entitled to 45 mins! Shiok! There were more fishes, as compared to the one we always patronize @ Farmart. However the price is slight higher too. I love to go foot spa! At first, I was a little scared, as the big swarm of "black black fish" looks scary! After which, I kind of love it! :) I think Bb also enjoys it too.

So many of them!!! Look kind of scary...

Look! Bb looks so relaxed!

On our way back his house for dinner... Beautiful sunset.

Kinder Surprise from Bb!

The toy from it... little yellow car. I wanted to put in Bb's car but he doesn't quite like it. BoO!

Today I did a bit of school project in the morning. After lunch, we headed down to join Zoe & didi for kite flying! Punggol again!

The weather was super duper hot!!!

My Bb is getting more and more pro with the para kite!
I tried playing with it too! It's really strong! I can almost fly away with it!

The sun was glaring!!! Super hot!!!

Bb was very nice to drive me home to change. Bb cong dd a lot! I love to be cong! :)

Didi finally knows how to pause and look @ my camera!

Big boy & small boy

The power of iPhone...

Bb & didi

us w Didi

We left after 2-3 hours of "sunburnt"! Lol...

Ck was trying to catch up w us!

We headed back home for dinner! Fish soup porridge! My fav! :)

My Sunshine Girls~

2010-03-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

Met my group of girls today! It was a gathering cum birthdays celebration.

We had dinner @ Yishun Bottletree Park. A few hours of chats over dinner wasn't really enough. We had a lot to update each other. Not everyone was there. Hopefully everyone will be there on our next gathering!

No photo to be uploaded because of the yellowish lights and a lousy setting. All the photos taken were unclear and dull. :(

Madeline should save up for a DSLR!!!

What I do over the weekend?

2010-03-21T20:13:00.011+08:00

I had a great weekend, do you?

Bb just got a new car. He chose the car with the thought of me, be it the color, the design. So nice right?

He came to fetch me from work on Friday. Bb brought me to the doctor. Yes, I'm sick again. My stomach hasn't been fine for the past 1 month? I feel like a medicine box for the past 1 month. I hate it!

After dinner, we went to visit Zoe and didi. After which, we headed down to Marina Barrage for a scroll.
No photo, because didn't bring camera out.

On Saturday, Bb came to pick me and we headed out for breakfast! Madeline loves to have breakfast! Breakfast does make a great start of the day and make one feel good!

After my lesson, we headed down to Autobacs to shop for car accessories. We didn't manage to get many stuffs, just a hook, air freshener and a decal.

Chicken Rice for dinner @ Boon Tong Kee (Wen Dong Ji) @ 18 Cheong Chin Nam Road

Nice!

On Sunday, we woke up late. Bb came to fetch me and we headed down to Ikea Tampines to meet friends. Madeline loves to go Ikea! :)

Grabbed a bite while waiting for them to arrive

Bb with Zoe & didi

The girl who always pauses for photos! :)

It's so hard to get a nice clear shot of didi! This is like "FINALLY!"

I want to hold your hand always, how about you?

Pretty sunflower

After which, we went to Punggol to fly kite! The weather was good, not raining. :)

The purple goldfish!

my fav... nice color & natural

So many kites!

us~ ♥♥♥

my funny Bb

Can you spot our purple goldfish kite? Credit to LL.

Motion captured! Didi likes to "1, 2, 3, throw!"

It was a tiring yet fun day. I enjoyed myself w the little ones... :)

Anyway Bb and I may be getting kite so that we can go for more kite flying session! Yipee! Flying kite is one of my childhood activities. It brings back those memories...

Recall of the past 2 weeks...

2010-03-12T16:32:00.015+08:00

Have been very busy with my school project, which will due in end of April.

Hmm... Where should I start in this almost abandoned blog of mine?

*Ting ting* Photos! They should help me to recall...

Firstly, I've "graduated" from my life drawing classes. From this drawing lessons, I learnt about bone structures, muscles and movement and also more ways to approach drawing of human.

Here are some of my drawings:

060310 - Our 6th monthversary!

Though it's just 6 months, it feels as though we have been together for very long. The ups and downs make us understand each other and bring us closer. :)

I bought sticky for Bb.

"I love you", isn't it sweet?

I bought one for myself too! Watermelon flavour, so sad that they don't have Honeydrew flavour. Still, it's nice!

We met after my lesson, had Popeye for dinner. It's newly open @ AMK Jubilee! After which, we headed down to Bishan to prawn!

I caught a big prawn! Lady Luck was on my side. :)

120310 - Narcissism

Haha... I have forgotten when actually I took. ;P

Misses / Trouble

2010-03-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

Only 3 sms today... I miss bb...

Looking at the dark sky, I wonder "are we sharing that v.same sky?" I kind of feel that we are located at the different part of the world. So near yet so far. I want to sms but can't get to do it, simply because I know that he is still busy with his stuffs. The number of days of not being able to meet has made me miss him deeply...

Fyi, he is in Singapore, undergoing reservist. :(

(Blogged on my handphone)

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Yes, spell "Trouble" again. I created trouble yet again, despite trying hard to change myself for the better for you.

I was really feeling unwell and thus I couldn't concentrate or stay active. Yet you bombarded me with questions and then the logic behind it.

Isn't this the same as the time when I asked you questions even when you were sick? I thought you don't like it?

I'm confused...

~ Madeline is simply worn out...

Ganbatte, Madeline!!!

Just my thought - iPhone / Meet up

2010-03-02T23:12:00.002+08:00

What does iPhone do?

Ain't it suppose to be a communication device that bring people together/closer? A scene I encountered made me think otherwise...

I came across this couple when I was on my way back home just now. They each own an iPhone, playing their own. Throughout their whole 30 minutes bus journey + a 10 minutes of bus waiting time, they were playing their own iPhone. Little conversation was observed.

It makes me kind of feel that iPhone creates that invisible gap. "So close yet so far".

Helena Sis and I were chatting about it just a while ago, before I encountered the scene, on how useful it can be, how the selfishness of it that has been overlooked due to the number of iPhone users nowadays and that common topic among some still-new-and-go-gaga iPhone users over a meal (for my case, I encountered it over a wedding dinner I attended recently) - "What apps do you have?" Even aunties and uncles want to go into this "trend".

This commonness makes me think over and over again whether or not should I get 1 in June. I'm always deciding between Blackberry Bold and iPhone...

Anyway I met up with Helena Sis for dinner after work. We haven met for half a year? It's always great to catch up with her! It's very sweet of her to remember my birthday and gave me a belated birthday treat! Thanks girl! :)

After we apart, I was all alone walking to the bus stop, listening to my iPod, observing the surrounding. How I wish I have the time in the world to sit around, walk around with a DSLR people watching and snapping candid and beautiful photos...

~ Madeline, the curious one, who is always observing the surrounding and often goes into deep thought when she is alone. She loves typing her thought down in her phone or iPod, not wanting to lose it.

Could I be a writer if my language were better? *pondering again*

Time to bed... Oyasuminasai...

2010-02-28T22:04:00.005+08:00

Bought quite a few stuffs yesterday.

New wireless mouse - Logitech M215, Steel Series mouse pad for my new iMac! Yes, did I tell you that my iMac came last week? Hee. Happy!

Royce Chocolate. I wanted to get the Berry one that Bb bought for me, but in the end choose to try other.
Still the Berry one is my favourite.

Beloved Bb also bought me a Longchamp bag - Le Pliage Badges! :)
Arigatou Bb~!

We happened to passby Bugis Street and I bought 2 new hairbands! So sweet!

Got this from M.A.C. A token of appreciation.

Anyway today since it was last day of CNY, we had steamboat @ Bb's house. Nadia was there too!

Nadia with Bb's cap. Too big for her! Lol.

So sweet...

Bb was playing with the camera while I was doing my work.

Sherlock Holmes / Moku Moku

2010-02-21T18:20:00.006+08:00

I watched Sherlock Holmes today.

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In a dynamic new portrayal of Arthur Conan Doyle's most famous characters, "Sherlock Holmes" sends Holmes (Robert Downey Jr.) and his stalwart partner Watson (Jude Law) on their latest challenge. Revealing fighting skills as lethal as his legendary intellect, Holmes will battle as never before to bring down a new nemesis and unravel a deadly plot that could destroy the country.
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I gave it 4.5 nachos out of 5! I always believe in the phrase "There's room for improvement."

Sherlock Holmes, a man with great analytical thinking. I admire him.

Bought Lychee Moku Moku from 7-11. Yummy~
An excuse to camwhore! ;p

DHL / Apple iMac

2010-02-18T14:57:00.006+08:00

My iMac was supposed to arrive today according to my order status with Apple. Mummy who was @ home to receive my delivery, called DHL and the courier guy told her that the delivery will be before 1pm. At 1.15pm, mummy called again and the courier guy said that he is reaching! At 2pm, my item is nowhere to be seen!

I'm not trying to be unresponsible. It's acceptable if the courier guy were to tell mummy that he is having lunch and would be late for delivery. How can he say that he is reaching and made my mummy wait for another 45 minutes!

Also, what is a tracking system for? For customers to track every changes of the delivery right? If that's so, how can DHL happily amend the timing from morning delivery to afternoon delivery?

Below is the printscreen I have made,

I refreshed the page many times and only saw the change at about 2.35pm. They changed the timing (circled in red) from 09:35 to 14:33. I called to question DHL and the operator stumbled upon my question. Maybe she was quite shocked that I keep close to my delivery.
I should have made a printscreen before I refreshed! Then I will have black and white proof.

This is definitely one bad experience with DHL.

Hope it will better the next time if there is...

CNY Day 3

2010-02-16T23:55:00.001+08:00

We headed down to TK's house for gathering.

While waiting for Bb to come fetch me...

My first time playing Wii! It's so fun! :) However, it can be quite tiring. Lol.

Mahjong and I won! Yeah! Lady Luck is on my side. :)

Sakae Sushi for dinner.

Nothing much...

Happy Chinese New Year Roar & Happy Valentines' Day to everyone

2010-02-15T23:43:00.012+08:00

Double Happiness! Chinese New Year falls on the same day as Valentines' Day! :)

Some CNY goodies :)

A little token from me to my family on my first CNY since I start working...

Bb and I spent our day visiting his side and my side of relatives. We ate a bit here and there, and we ate like 2 lunch and 2 dinner! OMG I don't want to put on weight! Lol. I guess this is what all of us usually do during CNY. Eat, eat and EAT!

Anyway I put on falsies again! *vain* Tried many times before I succeed, esp for my right eye! I'm a left-handed and always have problem putting it up for my right eye. Any tips to share w me?

Took @ Bb's grandma's house. I love this picture a lot! Nadia is sooooooooooo adorable & lovely! I love her! Her smile never fail to melt my heart and brighten up my day. Awww~

Uncle & niece :)
These are some of the photos I took.

After all the visiting, we went for movie - True Legend @ night.
Overall it was quite a great movie. Just find it quite funny to see Jay Chou in those kungfu generation.

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So Chan (Vincent Chiu) was a wealthy man obsessed with kung-fu who fell from grace after he and his family became the victims of conspiracies. Eventually, he rises from his compromised state as a beggar and transforms himself into a martial arts master, patriot and folk hero, honoured as the "King of Beggars".
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Today I went to Aunt's house while Bb rests @ home. Yes, he should rest more.

No idea why I didn't want to play cards, think it was rather boring. So mahjong mahjong mahjong!
Guess what? I won! Hee...

Later in the evening, Bb came to fetch me out for movie! Yes movie again! We watched Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief.
The movie is quite good. But our seating position was bad. We bought the tickets quite last minute and thus only managed to get the seats on the side. Boo...

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Trouble-prone teen Percy Jackson is about to be kicked out of school but that's the least of his problems. The gods of Mount Olympus and other assorted monsters seem to have walked out of the pages of Percy's Greek mythology texts and into his life and they're not happy. Zeus' lightning bolt has been stolen and Percy is the prime suspect. Now, Percy and his friends must embark on a cross-country adventure to catch the true thief, save Percy's mother, and unravel a mystery more powerful than the gods themselves
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My Favourite - BoA

2010-02-13T09:58:00.006+08:00

I have been a fan of BoA. Love her dance!

Anyway she has this new song - White Wishes

She is still so pretty with short hair.

Madeline so so so wants to learn Japanese language!!! And would love to visit Japan!!!

Think Think THINK!

2010-02-09T21:49:00.003+08:00

Stop N.A.T.O and think!

Madeline seriously needs to grow up and think before doing anything. No more the usual self - naive, trust people easily, speak freely, question without analyzing...

Most importantly is to think, think and think MORE!

No one is there to always protect or guide me 24/7. I need to think and analyze myself in every and any situations.

Do the right thing @ the right time. Madeline needs to be smarter.

Always ask myself what if this, else that, before carrying out anything.

After saying "I want to do ___", I need to make sure I do it. Else, don't say. This is where N.A.T.O comes into picture.
Action speaks louder than words. But of course before every action, think, plan and analyze accordingly.

P.S. He betrayed my trust. It's also partly my fault for trusting him so easily. I can blame no one. I just need to be more cautious the next time I face with him.
He is like the drain. I fell into it because I wasn't careful. I cannot blame it. All I can blame is my carelessness. I just need to be more careful the next time I walk that path again.
There is no more "早知道", but only "只怪自己___", learn from mistake and not let mistake repeat itself.

P.P.S Madeline blames herself for being so stupid, for being so easily cheated.

... May be jobless soon...

Popteen Horoscope 2010 - Capricorn

2010-02-03T09:55:00.003+08:00

MAKEUP
2010's makeup key word is [sweetness].
your popularity will be upped with makeup that are as sweet as candies.
To have skin as soft and supple like marshmallows, base makeup is a must!

Lash:Your eyes should be round and big, just like the blooming of flowers
so, use long fake lashes for both top and bottom.
cheek, eye color: Pink~

FASHION & STYLE
Key: Elegant

Pair a WhiteXPink jacket with a mini skirt CHANEL suit for that
elegant transformation!
the waist is important so, remember to add a big belt to complete the look.

Accessories: Ribon Hair Tyes, Fur earrings
Shoes: Shoes with fur
Bag: bags with fur

DECORATION ITEM
Flower shape rhinestone deco

Cute flower, elegant carnation flowers are the best~
your social circle will widen and you'll meet unique friends
if you put those decos on your handphone.

DIET
Recording and Planned diet is the way to go in 2010~
Maintain a nutritional and low calorie diet.
Your skin will be pretty and lose way at the same time!

GOOD LOVE DATES: September 10th ~ October 4th
Your popularity with guys are at its peak! so much so that it'll shock you!
You might even have 6 guys coming up to you at one point~

OVERALL LUCKY DATES: January 1st ~ January 20th
Happy times where your wishes will come true~
Your dreams will come true if you put enough work to it!

Credit to Yoshimi

The Power of Auction Sites

2010-01-30T12:14:00.003+08:00

I just came across this article online & found it quite interesting & true.

Just here to share with you all.

The Crack Cocaine of Auction Sites
Are you one of those who are addicted to auction sites?

Sad to say, sometimes I just fall trap to it. :(

Anyway Bb is sick... Hope he gets well soon!

Crabs / Bowling

2010-01-29T23:20:00.005+08:00

I met my friends @ work for dinner just now.

Hmmm... Forgotten when was the last time I hang out with them for gathering... But anyway we had crabs for dinner again! Haha. I think all of us love to eat crabs. :)
We had them @ 21 Seafood, located @ 212 Hougang St 21 #01-349, Singapore 530212.

Review of 21 Seafood
Price... Their crabs are real cheap! Can you believe that we paid only S$41 for 6 crabs?! They have 3 categories of crab dishes to choose from & are charging @ 3 for S$15, 3 for S$17 & 3 for S$19 respectively!

Food... Unlike the usual way, crabs in butter gravy, their butter crabs have no gravy at all. They are so crispy. So much so that you think you are eating soft shell crabs.
The salted egg crabs are good too. However one may get a bit sick if too much of it, as the gravy is quite thick & kind of creamy.

Service wise... quite ok. Just that maybe there were too many customers, they forgot 1 of our order. :(

Still, I will go back again for their crabs & also their Yu Tou Lu (Fish Head Soup) looks quite nice. We will definitely try it the next time! :)

After dinner, we headed for playing pool & bowling. It's been years since I last played bowl! And because of that, I had to sacrifice & cut my nails. I doubt my nails will grow fast & long enough for me to do pretty manicure for CNY. Sad...

Time for bed... Oyasuminasai...

Mario Wibisono

2010-01-28T13:59:00.003+08:00

I'm so in love with Mario Wibisono's artwork! His digital printing is awesome!

All are so beautiful & I don't know which to rank my most favourite piece!

Visit his artwork @ Mario Wibisono @ deviantart or Mario Wibisono

He makes me want to learn digital printing!!! However, I've no time now as I need to stay focus on my 3D modelling... *ting ting* Maybe I can model the ladies in his artwork after I finish my project!!!

Excited... *beam beam*

What I did over the weekend?

2010-01-25T10:42:00.022+08:00

Saturday:

After my lesson, we headed down to Tampines 1 Twister to trim & dye my hair! Bb also trimmed his hair. We only looked for Kason to do our hair.

I dyed my hair Honey Brown!!! Heard that it's the most popular colour among ladies & it's the in colour in Japan! :)

I'm so in love with my hair colour!
Camwhoring...

We spent like 3 hours in Twister, as Kason is such a popular & busy person!

Kason asked if I have that honey feel! Lol.

Sunday:

I learnt how to put on falsies! So happy! However, it feels a bit discomfort, is it because the falsies I bought is too hard? I'm using the DUO Lash glue, available @ SASA.

Chinese New Year is around the corner. Bb & I gave up our initial plan & headed down to Orchard for some shopping of new clothes!

Lunch @ Popeye

I'm very indecisive, can't make up my mind which bag to get. The Longchamp bag? The Gucci? Or the LV? So in the end, I still haven gotten my bag.

We were deciding what to eat for dinner.
Bb is so sweet. He said he just wants to bring Dd for a nice dinner that I will enjoy. ^^ Recently I'm having poor appetite. I only eat half of the normal servicing. Waste of food!
We ended up @ The Soup Restaurant @ Paragon.

While waiting for our order

See the "extra" ingredient on the food? Those are Bb's naughty creation!

2010-01-04T16:41:00.003+08:00

31 Dec 2009:

Last day of 2009. MC for work. I was down with cold, sore throat & headache.

At night, when I was feeling better, Baby & I went to the newly opened Partyworld @ Vivocity with friends. I was expecting to be able to watch firework there. However, to my great disappointment, the New Year event stage held there wasn't able to lead the entire crowd for a countdown. It was so quiet, considering that it was a day to celebrate. No visible/loud firework over @ Sentosa & Vivocity. Only some small ones, which is believed to be put out from Mt Faber. 2009 left in a blink! :(

01 Jan 2010:

First day of 2010. My birthday too. Unpleasant occurrence between us.

Still, we went for a simple dinner @ BBQ Chicken and watched the movie Alvin & the Chipmunks 2. It cheers us up. At least the day didn't end off badly.

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In the "Alvin And The Chipmunks 2: The Squeakuel", pop sensations Alvin, Simon and Theodore end up in the care of Dave Seville's twenty-something nephew Toby (Zachary Levi). The boys must put aside music superstardom to return to school, and are tasked with saving the school's music program by winning the US$25,000 prize in a battle of the bands. But the Chipmunks unexpectedly meet their match in three singing chipmunks known as "The Chipettes" - Brittany, Eleanor and Jeanette. Romantic and musical sparks are ignited when the Chipmunks and Chipettes square off.

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As usual, I love Theodore the most! He is so adorable!

P.S. I believe that unhappiness will not break us apart, instead it brings us closer.

P.P.S. I may not have a great start of the year. But I still have 364 days to make the year a great & happy one! ^^

02 Jan:

Baby came to fetch me from school & we headed down some bookstores in search for life drawing books. Effort was in vain, but it was great because later on Baby managed to find E-book for me! So nice! Anyway one of my classmates shared with me his life drawing skill! His tips were really useful, at least to me! I see great improvement in my human portrait drawing!!! Baby also praised me for the good work! I was overjoyed!

I shall share one of my favourite drawing with you all after I scanned it to my computer. :)

03 Jan:

It was a lazy & relaxing day! No rush for anything. Slow pace, carefree.

We went for fish spa @ Farmart with his mummy. I love to go there. Quiet & peaceful since it's away from the town. After which, we had dinner with his family. Baby's mummy was very concerned about me, as the cough virus has yet to leave me. Thank you, auntie~ I feel loved. ^^

2010-01-01T03:33:00.000+08:00

Since it's a brand new year 2010, I think I should do a little review of 2009...

2009 was full of ups & downs, though it wasn't a good year, it has a relatively good closing, credit to my 2nd half of the year.

May:

My last exams in NTU ended & was unofficially graduated.

June:

I found my first job! Considering that it was during economy crisis period, I'm very fortunate to have found a job in a short 1 month.

July:

I finally put on my graduation gown, received my certificate on stage & changed my status from NTU undergraduate to NTU graduate/alumni. My most sincere & greatest gratitude to mummy for all her unconditional support for me to make it so far. Of course not forgetting all my friends who were there for me to give me support & advices, & shower me with love, care & concern.

September:

Boy meets girl. He brought me out of darkness & makes me smile again.

October:

I started my 3D modeling course @ CG Protege, finally able to pursue my interest & passion.

November:

I celebrated his birthday for the first time.

December:

Our first Christmas together. Our first New Year countdown.

I look forward to a great Year 2010!

Fujifilm Instax Camera Mini 25 Hello Kitty version

2009-12-17T17:33:00.006+08:00

I come across this camera while surfing the net. Isn't it lovely & sweet? Hello Kitty + camera = super love! ^^
Instant photos are good for keepsake! Madeline is so crazy about cameras!

Anyway Xmas is coming, I'm going to be quite broke soon... Boo~

The Storm Warriors (2009)

2009-12-13T19:24:00.002+08:00

Bb has booked out on Friday night cos of their company excellent performance!!! I waited for him to meet for supper @ Chomp Chomp. My poor Bb has become tanned & was injured here & there... *sayang*

Just now he came to fetch me after my lesson & we headed down to Queensway S.C for some shopping. We were in search for nice couple slippers but was in vain. Boo~ During our search, we saw this!

O.D.M Designer Watch in White & Gold!
Bb is so in love w it now! He has always been looking for this kind of watch in white before I got him the AX watch for his birthday.

We ate laksa @ 2 different places for dinner! Lol. 1 was @ Queensway S.C, 1 was @ Bugis OG S.C. Bb still prefers the other one @ Queensway S.C.

After which, we headed down to J8 for movie - The Storm Warrior! It's our first movie after we are together... ^^
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Ekin Cheng and Aaron Kwok is reprising their roles as Wind and Cloud respectively in the comic-adapted "The Storm Warriors", the sequel to the ever popular "The Storm Riders" 11 years ago. Evil Japanese warlord, Lord Godless (Simon Yam) is intent on conquering China. In an effort to succeed, he imprisons all of the Chinese martial artists and attempts to make them subjugate. Amongst the prisoners are Cloud (Aaron Kwok) and the martial arts elder statesman, Nameless (Kenny Ho). Thankfully, Wind (Ekin Cheng) comes to the rescue, but all three are badly wounded during the battle to escape. Chu Chu (Tang Yan) also shows up and takes a direct strike from Lord Godless when she jumps in to save Cloud. The remaining martial artists sacrifice their lives to save the trio as they believe they are the only hope to beat Lord Godless and save the country.
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Guess what? I watched the movie w 2 guys falling asleep! Lol. Bb, who was on my left, kept dozing off. The guy on my right fell asleep after like 30mins after the start & was snoring loudly! >.<
Initially I was expecting myself to fall asleep cos I'm not someone in this kind of legend movie. But in the end... Whahahaha!!! I was laughing away in the movie @ some stupid acts in the movie!

1 most funny part of the movie: Nameless was asked to give a name to the new skill of Cloud (by Aaron Kwok).
When he first wrote it on the cliff, I was turning around to Bb to ask what character is that. I thought my Chinese was bad, but little did I know that Cloud also asked the same question! And Nameless didn't even know what is that character which he has written! Whahaha...

I personally find that the movie was not up to standard. I expected such legend movies, which are long-awaited by many (another e.g. Red Cliff) to be done @ super high costs with awesome effects! This movie is super cut-cost! Especially true during the part where Lord Godless's son (by Nicholas Tse) was attacking the good & innocent soldiers! I was laughing away & was exremely shocked to see such scene in this kind of long-awaited movie. Disappointment!

After movie, we headed for supper - Kway Chap... Oh my goodness, I'm going to put on weight if I continue to eat so many serving of food! Anyway our Kway Chap costs us $33.80! $3.80 + $30 for fine!!! Yes, we tio fine! Argh!

On Cloud Nine (Updated)

2009-12-11T11:11:00.007+08:00

I'm so happy that my Bb's reservist ends tomorrow, which means that I can see him soon!

I haven seen him for the past 4 days & I'm missing him deeply!

I think this reservist has brought us closer together. ^^

Anyway Xmas has come early for me! I've gotten my first Xmas gift from my job agency. :) 2 movie vouchers! It means that Bb & I have more reasons to watch movies together! On the other hand, I should start shopping for presents soon! *ponder* what should I get...?

Can someone please help me tell Mr Santa my wishlist?
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~~Panasonic Lumix DMC-GF1 or Panasonic Lumix DMC-LX3 (so that I can take more photos w Bb! Did you realise the lack of photos in my blog recently?)~~
~~Chanel Shopping Bag~~
~~Cash~~
~~Cash~~
~~Cash...! <3~~

Now I want nothing, but happiness & luck...

Loads of Misses...

2009-12-08T22:45:00.006+08:00

I miss my honey bun... he has gone for reservist.

Knowing that his health is not very good, I'm worried. Hope he knows how to take good care of himself.
I will make sure I make the herbal tea for him more next week when he is back, to cover those he has missed this week...

Anyway recently, I'm very unhappy. I feel quite reluctant to go work, the "push" factor seems to be missing. I feel that I should spend more time on my interest that is my 3D modeling than to do something I don't quite have passion in. I still like programming, but I hate it when I can't focus on just one project. Maybe this is what happens in working society. Each and everyone has to multi-task. Hai. I don't seem to be able to focus.

Due to the unhappiness and the restriction, which I gave myself to spend less and save more, the monster bomb inside me seems to have exploded! I want to shop! I want to own a lot of things!

Argh! What am I supposed to do?! I think I should pamper myself at least once a month to prevent impulse splurge!

On a lighter note, I'm getting my iMac, 21.5inch! It will arrive on 21st this month! Woohoo~

2009-12-06T23:26:00.003+08:00

It's our 3rd month-versary!

Honey Bun & I woke up late, but still managed to come together to prepare breakfast. He did most of the cooking. Hee...

We went for fish spa again! Yeah! I quite like it. It's no longer itchy or scary to us! Lol.

We had dinner with his parents @ Kian Heng Seafood. I love their Salted Egg Crabs.

No photos... kind of sad. I think I should get a new camera! Yes again! He is so going to "kill" me. >,<

**Bb, you won't bear to right?

Reason for wanting a new camera: I want a compact camera which has manual mode and has interchangable lens and viewfinder. It sounds a bit like DSLR. Yup & I like it!

I'm actually looking @ Panasonic Lumix DMC-LX3 (black) & Panasonic Lumix DMC-GF1 (black or red)

Ok back to the main topic...

After dinner, Bb's parents drove us to Bishan Prawning place for prawning! I could still remember the first time we went prawning with friends. This is the first time we prawn after we are together... The status is difference and thus the feeling is different too. Sweeter.

We managed to prawn about 15 to 20 prawns? Bb said that I have the luck but not much of a good skill. Boo! But I made sure that I will not be as bad as...... Lol. I shall not mention name.

Anyway in the mid of the session, I did a super embarrassing act! I was in great shock and embarrassment that I kind of "stop" prawning for a while.
**Sorry Miss, I wasn't on purpose. >.<

Happy Birthday my Bb~

2009-11-26T11:18:00.004+08:00

Pattern pattern pattern!
Bb always says that I "chu" pattern and true enough I'm here @ his house to give him a big surprise!

I surprised him with my chocolate cake! My first chocolate cake! Hee... Not very nice looking, but I think it will taste nice!
Lol... I need to go for bakery classes one fine day! ;P

Happy Birthday, Bb!
Hope you were surprised by me and hope that all your dreams and wishes come true!

... one of Bb's wish: Dear dear be more confidence, think positively, think more and love Bb forever... :)

I will try my very best...

*love*

Depressed

2009-11-25T09:31:00.002+08:00

It seems like I'm stepping into depressed/moody mode again...

No satisfaction @ work.
Family matter.
Stressed with school work.

I really need a short break.

Bb said that I should think positively. There are people out there who are more unfortunate than I do.
Think it this way: I have completed my studies, got quite a stable job, is able to go for course of my interest field, got a boyfriend who is always there for me, got a grandma who always misses me...

I'm really trying hard to think more positively. I also don't wish to step into depression, even if it is the slightest.

*sob sob*

2009-11-24T09:10:00.006+08:00

Unknowingly I have neglected my blog for a month!
What have you been up to Madeline?

*ponder*

I'm super busy with school work ever since my part time course has started!

It started off with 10 hands & 10 box figures a week then to 10 hands & 25 figures (dusting) a week!

In addition, I need to self-practise on modelling of finger & hand...
I will showcase some of my work soon, though my work is still not up to standard... >.<

I must really jiayou!

But no matter how busy I am, I will fork out time for my beloved Bb... I enjoy his company everyday! I also appreciate his effort for taking care of me, making me happy...

Simply love him...

I will update more often soon... There will be more nice photos coming up because I'm using a DSLR now! All thanks to Bb's jiejie~

Madeline feels loved...

Gmask + Steamboat + Karaoke...

2009-10-25T02:55:00.007+08:00

I'm loving my Hero more and more after I went to gmask it today!!! :D

Charmmy Kitty!
So sweet and so pretty, isn't it? Hee... I simply love it!

I wasn't feeling great today, was on MC 2 days ago and have yet to recover. Sad. Blur vision, stomachache/gastric pain. I hate it! But my day wasn't bad as bb accompanied me while I shopped for present for Kelly and before I met my girls! So sweet of him~ ;D

We rest our feet @ Shokudo Coffee House.
Their Tofu Cheese Cake is a must-try! It's oishii~
I love my hair in this photo! ♥

I met my girls @ 6+, and bb left me for home and dinner. I feel so bad because it was like I have "pang-sei" him... Sorry :(
After dinner, we headed down to NS HomeTeam Clubhouse to sing! It's damn cheap as compared to Kbox and Partyworld! I think I'll patronize there more the next time! :)

Madeline sings: "P-P-P-Poker Face... P-P-P-Poker Face... Mum-mum-mum-mah"
LOL...

Madeline is a happy girl~

Little Sweet Act... ♥♥♥

2009-10-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

He is so sweet...
all these little surprises touch my heart... make me smile...

Fish Spa ♥

2009-10-11T22:43:00.008+08:00

I went over to meet bb near his house, and we headed down to meet Mr. S and gf for lunch and settled some stuffs.

Then we went for FarMart for some relaxation! Fish Spa! Hee...

It's our first time there! Initially it was quite scary, as it looked as though many kaka are attacking your feet!!!
It's itchy when the little fishes bite on your little toes!
But still, I enjoyed it! Haha. And I love that the after effect, my feet feel smoother! Awww...

I love to go again! When will my bb bring me there again?

My new toy - HTC Hero! ♥

2009-10-09T23:47:00.005+08:00

It's my HTC Hero in white! White is my love, HTC Hero is my new love, HTC Hero in white is my love love! Hee...
I finally got it after waiting for quite a few weeks!

It's a super good deal! I only paid $268 for it after $100 off! Before today, it would have cost me $598! $300 saving! Hee... I'm so happy...

P.S. Thanks to Amos for keeping me inform of the HTC Hero workshop and thus I got the chance to enjoy the special promotion today!

P.P.S Thanks bb for letting me use his line to sign this phone! Hee...

Disappointment.

2009-10-07T23:47:00.003+08:00

I drove again just now and was extremely disappointed with my driving skill.
I've never felt so bad and unconfident with my driving before.
Just now was a total disappointment!

I seriously think that I should practise more often and improve my skill!!!
I'll need to outwit my fear and gain back my confidence again...

I need to believe that I can do it...

In everything, not just this...

2009-10-03T02:05:00.005+08:00

Recently I have been very busy, home late, if not sis will be using my laptop and I will not be able to use... :(

Still, I managed to take some time off to meet some of my friends.

On Tuesday, I met up w Lis and Ash for dinner after work. We had a great dinner at Paragon Sushi Tei. In short, great ambience + delicious food + great accompany = fabulous & quality time!

On Wednesday, I met Jo to make mooncakes! I was simply so excited before I met her! It was my first attempt of making mooncakes! I love to do pastry/confectionary stuffs! I don't mind learning how to cook too! Heehee... so that... *shhh...* secret...
Considering that it was my first attempt, the outcome was quite well done. All thanks to my "teacher" Jo! Where to find such a good yet free "teacher"? Lol... ;P

Just now, I met Bao for dinner and movie! We had a quick dinner at MOS burger, and after which we headed down to The Cathay for our movie... Sad to say, we watched Phobia 2 and it was not a great show. Quite disappointed, cos I have quite high expectation from the director, as I have watched some of his movies such as Shutter, Alone, Body #19...
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5 different stories - (1) Novice, (2) Ward, (3) Backpacker, (4) Salvage, (5) In The End...
5 different conclusions/lessons I got from the 5 different stories:
(1) There is karma... what goes around comes around...
(2) Don't be kpo!
(3) Be sure to trust the correct person.
(4) Do the right thing, don't lie.
(5) Don't anyhow scare ownself.
Personally, I don't quite like the movie. If I were to know that there are 5 different stories, I wouldn't want to watch. But Bao has a funny way of consoling herself... Haha... It's only $2 per story! Haha...

Anyway Madeline is feeling upset and guilty... She realised from Bao that she has neglected my friends... she didn't mean it... She seems to suffer from amnesia and has forgotten the things happening during that 6 months... *cries*

Lastly, thanks bb for coming to fetch me... and giving Bao a lift home! *BILY*

What's wrong with me...?

2009-09-19T01:03:00.003+08:00

Is thinking too much a syndrome of an illness? Perhaps a mental illness?

It has been happening to me. I can think logically in many situations except one... and that is in a relationship.
Why is this so?
Can it be because I am too paranoid?
Can it be because I have experienced too many things and that I have lose confidence in myself?

I really don't wish to be a destroyer...

I really wish to be happy... carefree... don't need to bother about what others think or say.

I really have to change myself, change my thinking... I should...

The Final Destination (3D)

2009-09-05T10:16:00.004+08:00

Last night after work, we met the usual at AMK Hub for dinner and movie. ^^

Haha. Finally I got to watch my first 3D movie! The Final Destination! Happy!

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When Nick O'Bannon had a premonition of a racecar fatally crashing and instantly killing his friends in the most gruesome way, he decided to just shake it off. But when everything looks so real, he began to panic and persuaded the other teenagers to leave the place immediately. Soon after, debris began to fly and all his dreams turn into tragic reality. As for Nick, along with his girlfriend, Lori and her best friend, this is just the beginning. When survivors began to die one-by-one in a most horrifying way one can imagine, Nick must think of a way to cheat Death once more.
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What is the movie about?
Gore, gore and more gore! Not much of a good storyline.
But personally I think that the message in it is that one can't change destiny. If it's meant to happen, it will happen.
There is no escape for death. Just like the 3 main characters in the story, eventually they still got killed horribly.
The sound effect of the movie wasn't very good. It doesn't cause much impact. A great sound effect should add on the impact of the 3D images, isn't it? :)
There's room for improvement.

After this 3D movie, I wonder if I should watch UP in 3D or not... *pondering*

I still have a lot of movies that I wish to watch! I Love You Beth Cooper, UP, G-Force, Coco Before Chanel... and the list may just go on and on... ^^

Girlfriend from Hell!

2009-08-30T12:08:00.008+08:00

This is super duper Oh-my-goodness video! Watch it!
Click on the picture below to watch it!

Personally I think no matter what happened, how angry the girlfriend is, she shouldn't do such a thing. Hitting/Beating anyone be it a guy or a girl is a no-no thing. Everyone has their pride.
This lady in the video should be glad that the guy didn't hit her back. However, it's really silly of the guy to stand there and let her hit on his face and especially his private part...
Oh my goodness! If I were the guy, I will definitely walk off and never want to see her again!!!

2009-08-30T10:25:00.009+08:00

I just realised that I have MIA from my humble blog for the past 10 days!

Hmm... Let me recall what I have done during this MIA period...

*pondering*

21 Aug, Friday
I worked OT again! Yes, so poor thing to have to work OT on a Friday! Boo!
However my day didn't end badly! I went prawning with Jeff they all at Bishan. It was my 2nd prawning experience. The harvest for the night was great, at least for me who is still quite newbie. I supposed Lady of Luck was on my side. I caught a total of 8 prawns! ^^
Anyway, the number of prawns we got in the end wasn't important. What matters most is that everyone enjoyed themselves! Madeline loves gathering! :)

Home sweet home @ about 3am~

23 Aug, Sunday
I woke up damn early for the Buddies photoshoot, which Lis has organised. Though I lost my beauty sleep, everything was worth it! The fun and laughter, the great photos... :)
Here are some of the photos I have taken with my camera... The great photos from the DSLR are still with Lis! I can't wait to see them!

I was in the mood for photo before I stepped out. ^^ PreparingI'm ready!Heading to the next shooting stop!Back to our normal clothes!
It was damn warm and tired having to wear the graduation gown and walked around!!!
But, still, I enjoyed myself a lot! ^^

28 Aug, Friday
No more OT-ing! Jeff and I went to Clementi to meet the rest for singing! All thanks to Jeff's idea and we had to take that super duper long bus journey! Lol ;p... we had too much time to waste anyway! Haha...
Sing sang sung... drink drank but no drunk! ^^
Thanks Jeff for sending me back... :)

2009-08-20T07:48:00.002+08:00

Last night, I suddenly felt like singing. Thus QQ accompanied me to AMK KBox. Thanks QQ~!

Why singing? I just wanted to sing out all the feelings... Also, hoping to get an answer from the various song lyrics - Why is he treating me like this?

Hai... I know I'm thinking too much. He already doesn't care about me.
是生是死，我想他也不在乎了。

如果最后的疼爱是手放开，我宁愿你不疼我。

P.S. a lot of misses...

2009-08-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

2009-08-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

看了六小时的“换换爱”，我就哭了六小时。

剧情感人，让我想了好多事情，让我想什么会是长久的？

为什么有时幸福是短暂的？
是因为我们的手太小了吗？所以没把幸福抓好吗？
有爱情就可能有分离。
有结婚就可能有离婚。
要不然当什么事都很好的时候，就可能会有病毒逼人分离。
难道这就是人生吗？
还是命运在作弄人吗？

爱情难道不一帆风顺吗？
有时是不是要到了最后一秒钟才能看到真爱？

“人生是一段用自己的生命和其他人的生命碰撞遇合的时光。”

爱能让人变伟大，也能让人变自私。

2009-08-11T19:46:00.002+08:00

National Day... It was the first occasion, which he has asked me out for before we were together... It was 3 years ago...

Every year, wherever there is firework. We will be there to watch it together...
But this time, I'm all alone... I didn't get to watch it with him...

QQ did ask me out to watch firework together, but I didn't go... the reason being that I will be very sad if I go and he is not with me to enjoy the beautiful firework...

QQ has been very nice to accompany me and advise me...
Thanks QQ... really appreciate it...

Still, I miss the key holder of my heart... that's him and just him...

P.S. 因为很重要，所以很容易受伤。

When I thought it's Time Up, Game Over...

2009-08-08T01:24:00.006+08:00

Life is so unpredictable...

2 days ago, Wednesday night, a sharp pain in my stomach/gastric woke me up in the middle of the night, at about 1am+. I went to the toilet and was super giddy. Everything I saw was green, yellow and white, blur. I leaned fro and back, trying to find the correct position to stable myself. I managed to get out of the toilet, but didn't manage to get out of the kitchen, as I collapsed just a few steps away from the toilet. The pain was unbearable. I was super giddy. Everything was unclear. I blacked out... and I totally have no idea for how long. When I finally woke up, I struggled to get myself up and got back to my bed, still in pain. The feeling was terrible.
I thought I may not be able to make it till tomorrow morning and decided to send a message to him... him and no one else. It was as though I was writing a last message to my love one before I leave for the netherlands.
At that moment, all I was still thinking about was him...

Anyway I managed to make it... I'm still alive and kicking. However, there was no bit of concern from him.. :(

P.S. If you(him) are reading this and was thinking that I made up all these to get your attention, I can tell that I'm not so crazy! Why do such a thing in the middle of the night, when I have already tucked in bed at 9+, 10 that night?

What to do?

2009-08-05T20:54:00.002+08:00

As mentioned in the post on 31 Jul 09, I got to know a new friend - "colleague". That guy is getting on my nerve!

We just know each other. He has been sms-ing almost everyday. Yes, that's fine. But he has been asking so many questions. Those are definitely not some casual questions! Questions such as where do I stay. He said that he is asking because he can't link the 2 buses, which I can take to work. The more he wants to know, the more I won't tell.

So why do I give him my number in the first place? The reason is simple, because he said that he has got a question to ask me and I was curious, and furthermore, I thought he is my friend's friend. On our 2nd met, I thought he looks familiar and may be a friend of my friend at work. Guess what he wanted to ask me? He wanted to ask a favour from me. He needs my help to get a present for his sister, whose birthday is coming.
My reaction was "HUH?! We just met and I don't know your sister?" And he happily suggested that maybe I could meet his sister and communicate with her first. I got even more shocked! I'm sorry, but I rejected to help him. After which, he asked if I have a bit of interest in soccer, asking if I want to watch him play (which is the very next day of the sms).
Weird questions come on and on... I feel like I'm being "stalked". Okay, I'm not trying to be oh-I-am-so-pretty here or you called it bhb...
Next question from you all may be so then why do you still continue to reply him? I thought we are working at the same place, we may meet coincidentally at workplace, thus I didn't want to make things ugly.

Okay, I can be quite blur. I don't know what is his initial intention of getting my number. But from my friends, they simply told me he wants to know me and everyone of them strongly feel that it's a lousy and old-fashion pick up line. Lolx...

I seriously have got no idea what to do!!! Avoid him? Ignore him?

彩虹 by Jay Chou

2009-08-02T17:12:00.002+08:00

那裏有彩虹告訴我
能不能把願望還給我
為甚麼天這麼安靜
所有的雲都跑到我這裏

有沒有口罩一個給我
釋懷說太了多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

看不見你的笑我怎麼睡的著
你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽還是會繞
沒有理由我也能自己找

你要離開我知道很簡單
你說依賴是我們的阻礙
就算放開但能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白

RAP:
看不見你的笑要我怎麼睡得著
你的聲音這麼輕我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽開始環繞環繞
沒有理由我也能自己走掉
是我說了太多就承受不了
也許時間是一種解藥解藥
也是我選擇整瓶服下的毒藥

P.S. 好爱你...

2009-08-01T20:18:00.004+08:00

010809... Today is the first day of the month again...

It was supposed to be our happy day...... :(

I'm trying very hard to be strong... to control my tears...

I miss him a lot a lot...

P.S. What's yours is yours... The future is unpredictable...

2009-07-31T21:23:00.003+08:00

Today I had a training for the whole day!

I learnt the new CNN representation!
CNN = Canteen News Network = Gossips...
It is the most terrible thing, because many a time, the thing said may not be true.

Anyway do I have common looking face? Recently a "colleague" approached me to ask if I'm so and so, a primary school friend of his... Dots...
"Colleague" because he is also part of the big company and actually we don't know each other...

Finally~!!! Square Hat Day... "Harry Potter" Day...

2009-07-29T22:16:00.004+08:00

4 years have passed so quickly... Today, 29 Jul 09, marks the SCE's students' graduation when we all dressed up like Harry Potter! Graduation = freedom. It also marks the beginning of a new chapter of our life - when we all step into the working society.

Despite that the times are bad, many of us have found a job. Well done everyone!

All our effort alone is not enough, all thanks to our professors who have put in the effort to teach us! Salute!

The feeling when I was in the auditorium, our graduation ceremony, standing up for the national anthem was like "When was my last time attending national anthem?". It was then I remembered that it was 4 years ago, when we first entered the university. It was held at the exact same venue. Unbelievably, I have made it through these 4 years - tough, stressful yet exciting and fulfilling. I wouldn't have made it without my loved one who have been giving me their moral support and advice. They are my mummy, Alvin dear dear, Adelene sis, Helena sis, Junyi my bff, Khue my bff, my sunshine girls and my many other university friends... Thanks a lot...

Also, on the other hand, I was constantly looking around to see if he is there for me - Alvin dear dear, the one I look forward to seeing... The auditorium is not small, my eyesight is not good. I couldn't really see everyone. Hai... I should just leave him alone to think through... I will just wait, in my heart.

Lastly, thank you mummy for attending my graduation ceremony...

I didn't take much photos... All photos are with my friends, on FB...
The following are 2 photos which I like.
Getting Ready...
GO... JUMP... THROW!

P.S. Learning is part of our life... We learn as we grow... 活到老，学到老...

2009-07-29T19:17:00.002+08:00

This is an inspiring video. It's about the story of a deaf and mute girl who learns to play the violin against all odds. She is really great! She is really strong.

I must be strong too...

2009-07-28T07:21:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is Wednesday... Are you going?

I hope and really hope to see you......

P.S. I love you... always...

2009-07-27T21:42:00.002+08:00

Today, I was supposed to get my white long sleeve blouse for my convocation this Wednesday. But the weather wasn't good and I wasn't in the mood to shop for it. It is no longer the same again... He wasn't there to shop with me and give me his opinion. He wasn't there to hug me and warm me when I feel cold.

He is sick and I'm unable to be by his side to take care of himself... How I wish I'm the one who is sick and not him...

I miss him a lot a lot a lot... I miss those hugs and kisses...

I hope and really hope that we will be together again......
I hope and really hope to see him on Wednesday......

P.S. Will you be there?

NTU Graduation Dinner

2009-07-26T11:59:00.003+08:00

I attended our SCE Graduation Dinner 2009 at NTU Alumni Club last night reluctantly... Reluctantly cos I didn't have the mood. I have been locking myself at home.
If life is a jigsaw puzzle, my jigsaw puzzle has missing pieces ever since you left... I hope you will fill up the pieces again.

Anyway it was a buffet style dinner. Quite a lot of entertainment and thus fun and laughter. The MC of the night - Joshua is really good. I didn't bring camera and thus all the photos are with my friends on FB.
Everything is so unpredictable. My last bus home broke down in the middle of my journey so suddenly. I was all alone. I very much wish to message him, but my fear held me back... I don't know what I can do, but waited with the rest of the strangers for the next bus to "rescue".

P.S. I hope and really hope to see you on Wednesday...

2009-07-24T21:51:00.004+08:00

I just learnt how to make homemade barley drink. :) It's easy! It can be done so quickly! Not bad taste for a first timer I guess.
A little tip from my mummy:
If you are making it to prevent heaty, don't boil too long. Let it boil for like 5 to 10 minutes.

I'm going to learn how to cook and make drinks more!

If possible, I will share the recipe I got with you all...

P.S. I miss you... I hope to be able to cook for you...

2009-07-24T07:34:00.003+08:00

我们怎么了？

原本一段美丽的爱情为何会弄到这样？

真的没得挽救吗？

我的心好痛...

2009-07-21T19:06:00.002+08:00

He is going for his reservist tomorrow, but I can't do anything. I can't accompany to shop for the necessities. I can't help him in his packing......

I'm worried, but... hai... hope that he will take good care of himself. May all my blessing be with him and keep him safe and sound.

2009-07-20T07:32:00.000+08:00

That very same path there, but a different feeling...
Mixed feeling...
Very much hope to meet him, but on the other hand, very scared of all the rejections that may come.
I'm really changing, but he doesn't seem to know it...

Anything can change overnight, anything can happen anytime. Who knows when one will die?
Be satisfied with what you have and cherish the people whom you love and who loves you.

My life changed overnight... :'(

Yes life does not rewind. But in many incidents, people are given another chance to change, but I'm not... *sob*

Does true love for a person change overnight? I hope not. At least my love for that someone doesn't...

P.S. I love him... always...

How to control your temper...

2009-07-18T21:50:00.002+08:00

Yes, I went to google "How to control your temper" and I found these steps and tips useful...

Steps
1. Remember that the reward for patience is happiness.

2. Realize that things can be handled well at all times; it's just a matter of what kind of attitude you put into it. Take deep breaths.

3. Get away from situations where your anger might get the better of you, such as when someone is teasing you. Ignore the other person and walk away. If you must, do this a few times until the person gets the hint that you will not tolerate it. It's okay to use your words or body language to tell somebody you will not tolerate how they are treating you, as long as you respond to them in a calm and matter of fact manner, without being overtly hurtful or trying to embarrass them as they have you. It's never okay to hit somebody for making fun.

4. Realize that no one likes to be around people who get angry easily, and act abusive. The only way you can change the situation is by starting with yourself.

5. Be considerate of others, and ultimately, yourself. The way you react will ultimately affect your surroundings. If you have to rebuke someone for doing something wrong, you can always do it calmly, in a private place. This method is always better for everyone in the long run.

6. If you are angry and you are standing, sit down, if you are sitting then lie down.

7. Remember, 5 seconds stand between you and logic, count to 5, and remember that logic always beats anger.

8. Stop talking to that person for few minutes to whom you are angry and take deep breath around 5-7 times.

9. (IF there are any) Think about the good things that person has done for you. What bad have you done to them? Chances are, you've done at least something to them to make them resentful towards you. Make sure you have a clear conscience-then speak.

10. Temper can ruin anybody's life. When your eyes are opened it might be too late, so try to control your anger and follow the above steps. It will definitely get you away from tension.

11. Count from 1 to 10 in ascending order and then descending order, you will feel a bit calmer.

12. Saying hurtful things could be very risky and dangerous and it can hurt someone's heart so please stay calm when you feel hyper.

Tips
1. When you feel like you are about to blow up, count from 10 to 0 and then decide how you will act. This doctor-recommended method has definitely helped.

2. When you are angry then your heart beats faster, you feel uneasy and you want to express it somehow. Stay calm and take deep breaths, close your eyes for a while and you will find that the situation is under your control and slowly you will master your anger.

3. Ask yourself, in 3 weeks, will this (whatever is making you mad) matter to me at all?

Credit to http://www.wikihow.com/Control-Your-Temper

P.S. I'm determined to change my temper. I understand that it is not good and that it has resulted in this unhappiness to happen. As mentioned in step 10 - temper can ruin anybody's life. It has ruined mine... :'( I hope it's never too late to change now...

Just him...

2009-07-17T07:34:00.002+08:00

I need nothing else, I want nothing else, but all I want is just you and your love for me...

It has been 3 weeks without you and it seems very very very long...

P.S. I love you... miss you a lot...

2009-07-15T20:10:00.002+08:00

I miss Baby Alvin a lot!

How I wish I can hug you to sleep again...

I can do nothing, but to wait for you patiently...

I will wait... really...

2009-07-13T07:31:00.001+08:00

All days and nights... I dream and think about you... You and only you...

P.S. I miss you a lot...

Right Here Waiting for You...

2009-07-12T14:44:00.002+08:00

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' cRaZy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

P.S. Baby Alvin, I'm right here waiting for you...

Drink drank drunk...

2009-07-11T13:58:00.004+08:00

Yes... I know drinking does not help in reducing the pain inside me. But I can't help and thus went to drink last night at +Plus. At Tanjong Pagar? I'm really upset and has been holding back my tears at work and at home at times. Once again, I cried badly last night. My tears flow like running water, never stop. It was as though I was crying out the tears I held back for the past few days. I cried till I was so tired and kind of fell asleep there for a few minutes.

I no longer hold my liquor that well. I puked badly, like as though I was going to puke my lungs and stomach out, after drinking just 1 jug of Vodka Cranberry. As usual, I shivered, maybe that's the effect of alcohol on me. I wasn't feeling cold at all. Terrible feeling, but not as terrible as being ignored by him.

*** I really realized my mistakes in our r/s, and really hope to have a chance to change for you. You have always been very good to me. You understand me, can read my mind even before I put it in words. I know it's my mistake for not cherishing you enough, but I really hope to have chance to do so.

A guy told me last night this "Guys are rather simple, while girls are complicated. Guys don't put it in words when he gives you the chance..."

*** I'm sorry that if you have given me the chance and that I was too stupid to realize. I just hope for another chance...

P.S. I will still wait for you...

2009-07-08T21:15:00.003+08:00

The air conditioner on the bus was freezing cold. I crossed my arms, trying to bear with coldness.

Even though, my arms and legs went numb, my heart didn't. I could feel the pain in my heart.

A song by Michael Jackson - You are not alone, came to my mind, tears welled up in my eyes. I miss him deeply. I wish and pray that he will be back to my side. I wish I'm not alone...

How I wish I have a time machine to turn back the time. I will not make those mistakes again. I will not let this ever happen...

P.S. I love you, do you still love me?

2009-07-06T20:05:00.001+08:00

You really bear to leave me...?

心如刀割... 我会等你的...

Inside me...

2009-07-06T07:35:00.002+08:00

All I think about is you... Just you, Alvin Dear...

My heart worries about you. My mind is all about you.

P.S. I miss you very deeply. No one can replace you.

2009-07-05T19:28:00.005+08:00

I'm the one who caused all these to be happening. I know my mistakes and I'm changing.

I'm changing it willingly, simply because I love you...
I will not be petty. I will not make a fuss out of a small incident.
I will think more for you. I will be more considerate (体贴), more loving, more caring...
I will be contented with what I have.
Being rich is not everything, as long as I'm with you, I'm happy and contented.

P.S. If you ever read these, please stop torturing yourself. You can torture me... I will do it on your behalf. I'm very worried about you... *hugs tightly*

Nobody but YOU

2009-07-04T12:41:00.003+08:00

You know I still love you Baby
And it will never change
...

I want nobody, nobody But YOU!
...

Why do you push me away.
I don't want nobody nobody
Nobody nobody But YOU!

The Pain Inside...

2009-07-03T07:23:00.004+08:00

Everyday I wake up, I'm back to reality. The reality that he is not with me...

My heart aches badly...

How I wish I don't need to wake up to this reality. I know I'm avoiding, but I can't help.

P.S. I really miss you a lot... & love you a lot... I'm waiting for you...

2009-07-02T20:16:00.002+08:00

I will wait for you......

Meanwhile, hope you are taking good care of yourself. The weather is turning cold... *hugs*

2009-07-01T07:20:00.003+08:00

OT OT OT!!!
I've been working OT! Is this a way to keep myself occupied and stop thinking of the unhappiness...?

P.S. I miss you and I hope you are taking good care of yourself...

Deep Thought

2009-06-30T07:07:00.006+08:00

Everything happens for a reason, and I know I'm the cause of this everything that we are going through.

I know my mistake and is determined to change... I hope you can see it.

Spoken to some friends (experienced, elderly etc), they all think that I'm materialistic. Yes I agree with them and I know I should change this attitude. Money doesn't bring happiness. Rich people may not be happy. Maybe all these while, you may be just trying to "coax" me by saying that I'm not materialistic. Thank you for tolerating with me for so long. I deserved all the scoldings from them. Thank you for scolding me and waking me up.

I know I have been quite unreasonable, throwing tantrum at you. I sincerely apologize to you. I think back and realize all these, and how childish I was. I regret treating you that way... sorry.

People grow up, mindset changes, so do I? I have to say that I have always wanted to settle down with you (not because of all these things that are happening). You are the only one who make me feel this way, I swear. I also want a simple and happy life with you. But do I have a chance now? I don't know. Yes, I have never put in words saying that I wish to settle down with you, and now that I said, you may doubt about it. All I can say is that i mean it and believe me.

Now I truly understand the feeling of a friend... He once told me that he realized that heartache is not comparable to any other kind of pain, be it tattoo, injections etc. Yes, it is not comparable. All those pains are simply a moment of pain, physically pain. Heartache is ultimate, so painful that I have to hug my bear so tightly in hope to stop it. Nothing helps. “心病”还须“心药”医。
I only wish to be with you again. I'm changing be it my mindset, my attitude... I will be more sensible. hope you will see it.

P.S. 你会回到我身边吗？

2009-06-29T23:15:00.002+08:00

My heart bleeds. My eyes tears...

I miss you very much, but don't dare to message you, afraid that you will find me irritating... :(

I want to die...

Unconditional Love

2009-06-28T15:10:00.007+08:00

I went to JB this morning with Sensei and family for foot massage. I have missed quite a few sessions before this, thus it was a rather painful one today. I also don't know why I want to join them this time after not joining for a short period of time. Maybe I just want to get away... :(

Today Xiao Shifu said something, which I think is very true. He said to marry a rich guy then don't need to work when we were chatting how tough it can be @ work. I don't agree with this statement though. However this following statement was quite true. He added "However marrying a rich guy is not easy. Since he has the money, he can flirt around easily. Thus the security will not be there. Marrying someone who is in the middle class, as in not so rich, not so poor, has enough to feed the family, is good." Yes, one don't need to marry a rich person, has a lot of money, in order to be happy. The most important thing is to be with someone you truly love and love you. Unconditional love.

Same goes for you, my dear dear, I don't need you to be rich, to provide me with condo, car and a lot of money. As long as we love each other and that we are not lazy, we can work together for our future. A simple & happy life of our own will be good... I know you may think that I'm just saying this to coax you or something, but I can truly tell you that I'm not. You are the one for me. I just hope that I'm not too late and that we will be able to get back together...... Time will tell.

Ai Ping was sharing some of her photos from Japan. Japan... my first thought was him. We said that we will be going to Japan together... Are we still going together, my dear? I'm working now, I will be able to save for the trip. We will be able to go soon, but... :(

P.S. I love you... Life is meaningless without you. Yes, I should move on, but I want to move on with you.

2009-06-27T13:32:00.003+08:00

I wake up everyday, hoping that he will come back to me, hoping to see his message "Morning darling..."

P.S. I will wait for him...

Lots of Love & Misses for him...

2009-06-26T21:50:00.004+08:00

Today, 26 Jun 2009, is supposed to be our 1000th day......

But I'm here "alone" at home, without him. I think of him all days long...

I know that he still cares for me and still loves me, it's just that he is tired of my nonsense. Sorry.

**Baby, I will give you time. I will wait for you. No one can replace you in my heart. Meanwhile, I will change, I'm doing it willingly because I love you...

P.S. I only want you...

P.P.S. Thank you my friends, I know you all are worried and concerned about me...... I appreciate it. But I need & want my babyboy more than anything else...

2009-06-25T07:39:00.003+08:00

我的心就像是从高楼掉下，真得好痛。

我不想失去他。 :'(

Until You...

2009-06-24T15:39:00.003+08:00

I really love him deeply & hope that everything can start afresh.
I'm willing to change for him.
I'll wait for him...

I want nothing else, but him...

Until You...
Baby, life was good to me
But you just made it better
I love the way you stand by me
Through any kind of weather

I don't wanna run away, just wanna make your day
When you feel the world is on your shoulders
I don't wanna make it worse, just wanna make us work
Baby, tell me, i will do whatever

It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
Baby, nobody, nobody until you

Baby, it just took one hit of you
Now I'm addicted
You never know what's missing
Till you get everything you needed

I don't wanna run away, just wanna make your day
When you feel the world is on your shoulders
I don't wanna make it worse, just wanna make us work
Baby, tell me, I'll do whatever

It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
Baby, nobody, nobody until you

See it was enough to know, If I ever let you go
I would be no one
'Cause I never thought I'd feel all the things you made me feel
Wasn't looking for someone, oh, until you

It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
Baby, nobody, nobody

It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
Baby, nobody, nobody

Nobody, nobody, until you

P.S. Nobody, nobody, until you......

Who am I?

2009-06-22T20:54:00.003+08:00

Who am I to you now?

Do you still remember that I'm waiting...?

Was that you who message me to say that you are tired and you need some time? From my memory, my babyboy will never treat me this way. He gives me quite a lot of assurance. He answered all my tough questions with confident. He loves me and dotes on me a lot... He will not bear to upset me.
If you are not my babyboy, who are you? What have you done to my babyboy?

Today is the 6th day... Where are you? Sob. I look at my handphone almost every hour, every minutes, longing for your message. What's in your mind? Is it still me and only me?

*cries*

Lost

2009-06-21T21:30:00.004+08:00

On weekdays, I was able to bury myself into work and forgot about the unhappiness for a moment. Yes, it'll only last for a short moment. But on weekends, I feel super lost.

Yes, I have become quite dependent on him. Usually, we will meet on weekends to spend time together. We will go shopping, exploring, watching movies etc...

Saturday, I went for a hair cut at the usual salon alone. After which, mummy finally came to look for me and we went to pray at the temple. We shopped randomly and just headed home shortly. I tried to message him, but nothing can help to make him happier. "Pushing won't help"... I shall give him more time, though it's quite torturing for me. I guess I deserve it for my own action and words.

Jealousy kills... and it has killed me but hope it doesn't kill this relationship. I have regretted...... I hope I have a chance to salvage it. I really hope.

Sunday, which is today, I don't dare to message him, as I don't wish to "force" him. And I don't wish to make thing even worse. I went to my niece's 2 years old birthday party, keeping myself occupied by playing with many little ones. Every smiles and laughters are so natural, truly from pure hearts. I love them all. I wish to be a child again. No worry, no grudge, no fear...

P.S. I miss him deeply... When will I receive those messages that say "Morning darling..." from him again? :(

2009-06-20T22:28:00.002+08:00

失去了，才懂得珍惜。
I hope it's never too late.

P.S. I will not push you & will wait for you......

A Broken Heart...

2009-06-19T21:25:00.006+08:00

It's been 3 days... He has ignored me for 3 days. Yes, I was harsh with my words. I didn't take into consideration of his feeling. It was a moment of recklessness. Sob sob...
If given a chance, I would explain myself.

**Sorry if I've hurt you... Maybe I'm not good enough... But I hope I will be given another chance......

I've been playing this song over and over again...

If our love was a fairytale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

Chorus

P.S. I miss you deeply... :(

A Super Hectic Weekend! :(

2009-06-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

I've been working at the Motherhood exhibition at Expo over the weekend. 10 hours of standing is really killing my legs! Due to lack of sleep, I seem to be suffering from exhaustion and thus the terrible headache I had today... *cries*

Anyway I did a lot of last minute shopping and settled some stuffs today. I went out since morning 10am!
First, I went to Tanjong Pager for my body checkup arranged by my company. Then, I went to We Care Organization to book a booth for a flea market. The weather is super hot. It can almost make a slightly low blood sugar person like me to faint! About 1, I met Lis and Ash at PS for lunch and together we headed down to Serangoon Broadway to collect our graduation gown!

When I tried on my graduation gown, I was overjoyed and was filled with excitement. I can't believe I'm wearing the gown! I was thinking in my mind "Wow... time really flies like a rocket! 4 years of university study are over and I'm wearing this gown to attend my convocation in July!"

Then I went down to Suntec to wait for dear dear to knock off. I got him a little present - Deathnote postcards, something he has wanted to get. :)
After we met, we started our Oh-so-last-minute shopping! Everything for work! I bought a skirt, a cropped pant and a pair of heels. I was also supposed to get an non-camera handphone for work but we didn't have enough time.
There are so limited designs of non-camera handphones for me to choose from!!! I'm so upset about it! I'm willing to pay to get the camera of a camera handphone removed as I want pretty handphone but there wasn't such service. How lousy?!

Ok I shall go to bed now... I need to report to work tomorrow at 8.30am! Oyasuminasai~

Mixed Feeling...

2009-06-06T00:23:00.008+08:00

First of all, I'm happy that I've finally found a job! I'm reporting to work on this coming Tuesday!
The workplace is near my house, about 15 to 20mins bus ride. The benefits for a contract staff like me, are quite good. The pay wise...hmmm...so-so... I will need to gain more experience!

On the other hand, I'm super sad! The reason being that I've to downgrade my handphone!!! I've been thinking the entire day after I'm informed that I can't use camera phone in the company! How am I going to survive w/o a camera?!?!
Madeline loves to take photos, you know?
For once, I'm searching online for non-camera phones!!! I'm always searching for the latest with more functionalities phones, not this time round... :(
Sad, sad and so super sad! Going crazy!!! Devastating!!!

Yes, Madeline is problematic. She complains and feels upset when she can't find a job. Now that she found a job, she is still complaining. What a complain queen?!

P.S. To designers of mobile phones, can you please design prettier non-camera mobile phones? So that people who work at companies, which only allows non-camera phones, can use and stay in trend? I will really appreciate it!!!

Sentosa + Island Creamery ♥♥♥

2009-05-31T01:35:00.011+08:00

Since we have car, we went to Sentosa for suntanning! I was there to accompany Dear only. I don't want to be tanned! Haha.

We reached there at 10am!Breakfast at Koufu
My essential! I can't live without it! I put a lot of sun block & sun screen!!!
We left Sentosa at abt 3pm.

Next stop: Island Creamery!
I have always wanted to go there to try their ice cream!
Nutelle & ... (Oops forgot)My Act-Cute Dear dear The drawing boardThe photo boardThe kids' corner I supposed. We sat there because it was crowded. No table for us. >.<The little stoolThe cute comic strip! Read it! Funny!More photos!

We headed back home to nap. We were very tired after the Sentosa trip!

Dinner at T3. It's Popeye! :)
Finally after 15 mins of Q-ing!
You may be interested,
Island Creamery
Location: Serene Centre, Bukit Timah Road

Shopping + Dinner + Granny's house

2009-05-30T23:55:00.002+08:00

I went to look for Dear who was having haircut and lunch at Pastamania after which.

My usual order: Carbonara
After lunch, we went to Sim Lim to replace my old camera battery. Can you believe it? We spent $2 on the same ERP because we missed the entrance of the carpark! We went round and round! Argh!
Then we went to the temple to pray.

Dumpling Festival is today? Or around the corner?

Saw this at a fruit store at Bugis Village. So cute & funny looking!
Anyway Bugis Village changed quite a bit! I forgot when was my last time there! >.<

After making a wasted trip to International Plaza, we headed down to my Granny's house. Granny misses me and I miss her too!

Us again~ ♥

Canon Stylebook

2009-05-27T14:18:00.003+08:00

Please vote for me!
http://goto.canon.com.sg/ixus100is/#/stylebook/vote/

I accidentally uploaded twice. ;P
Just vote for #822!
Thank you!

Night at the Museum 2

2009-05-26T23:43:00.006+08:00

It's Tuesday! Special movie rate for GV card members! :)

Dear and I went to watch Night at the Museum 2 at Vivo!
Before the movie, we had dinner at Superdog!

I love the beef sauce fries!
It was quite embarrassing at Superdog. I accidentally spilled my cup of Lemon Tea on my dress! >.<

Thus we went to shop for clothes. Dear bought a top and a dress from Forever 21 for me! Happy!

In the theatre
Theatre 1 is super big and comfy! Big legs space!

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Ben Stiller returns to the role of the unfortunate night watchman, Larry Daley who continues to encounter the living and breathing museum exhibits. This adventure takes the action to Washington D.C., where things at the Smithsonian aren't quite as quiet as one might think.
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The movie was great! Super funny! Definitely a show for stress relief! Lolx!

Sherbic! ♥

2009-05-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

The picture on the package looks yummy!

I bought both flavors - Melon & Strawberry
I brought the Melon one to Dear's house to make. :)
Grapes, Kiwi & ApplePosed for a picture before throwing the empty box away! Lolx!Dessert of the Day! It tastes great though a bit too cold! :)

Plurk!

2009-05-22T12:00:00.001+08:00

Madeline is on Plurk now! If you wish, add me as your friend in it! :)
I heard that it is interesting.

Bangkok Trip w Baby ♥

2009-05-13T02:32:00.004+08:00

It was a wonderful trip, though the weather was on the hotter side. Great company makes everything great! :)

At the airport
We took Cathay Airline. We booked our trip with Zuji. They have quite cheap and good package. :)Reached! We stayed at Holiday Inn Silom. Nice place.
Not much photos on Day 1 :(

Day 2
We went for a half day tour, which we had signed for at the airport. Really cheap! 2 person for only 500bahts. There was a driver to drive us around in a private car, and a tour guide to bring us around some places. Worthed it!Boat trip along Chao Phraya River (aka River of King). Along the way, I saw the living condition of the people and realised that we are lucky to be borned in Singapore. :)We went to tailor shop for some shirts.Som Tam Nua. Good food! Recommended by a friend.Spicy Papaya Salad with Preserved EggStir Fried Spicy ChickenStir Fried Spicy PorkI saw this when we were heading to Som Tam Nua. So cute!
Then we shopped around Siam Square, Siam Paragon. In the evening, we went for Thai massage! It was our first Thai massage. Damn shiok!While waiting for our turn for massage. Excited!
After massage, we went for dinner.
Day 3
Platinum Plaza, Central World
It was "Eat, Shop, Eat and Shop"! Enjoy life!
Dinner at Fuji

My Don KatsuHis Stir Fried Beef SetAla carte
Dinner at Pizza Company
I love the flower! It was so pretty! I love this pic too! :)Our Ice ChocolateGarlic BreadHam & Cheese TwistBBQ WingsChicken DipTom Yum Pizza. Something unique. We ordered small pizza so that we can taste more food! :)There was an event Bangkok Bananas. Some artworks are displayed outside Central World This is the interesting one! Side view.Front view. A group of guys stood aside for Dear dear to take photo of it. I guess they didn't want to be appeared in our photo too! Lolx!

Day 4
Shopping & more shopping!
Us in our couple top, preparing to go out!I love photography! I'm saving money for a DSLR!Yes, we cabbed everywhere we go! The cab fare over there is far more cheaper than here in Singapore!Some nice deco
Since it was our last night in BKK, we went for Thai massage again! :) It was damn SHIOK!
Before that, I went to do nail art. :)
Nice? I like it myself! It was less than S$10! Plus, they can do it well and fast!

Last day
Another set of clothes that I bought thereWe are leaving for the BKK airport. I enjoyed the entire trips though it was always quite tiring after a trip. I hope babyboy enjoyed too!

P.S. When and where will be our next trip?

You may be interested,
Somtam Nua
Location: Siam Square Soi 5

Health Land Spa & Massage
Location: North Sathorn Soi 12
Tel: (662)637 8883
Website: www.healthlandspa.com

The Pizza Company
Location: CentralWorld

Finally Over!!! :)

2009-05-06T22:50:00.018+08:00

Madeline is back to her blog space!
She misses her blog deeply! :)

My exams & FYP presentation are finally over! YES OVER! I've unofficially graduated! :)

For the past 3 weeks or so, I had been either out at the Esplanade Library or home doing my revision. Almost totally got no time to even appear online! Yes, that was how busy I am. But still I set aside some time for dear and for relaxation.
My brain needs the rest even if my body don't need it. Else it will not be able to absorb! Lolx.

Today I just had my FYP presentation. I was very glad that my supervisor and examiner didn't invite any other students for my presentation! I have stage fright, thus I hate presentation!
Anyway the presentation was only for the 2 of them. Quite smooth sailing, I would say. My examiner shook my hand and said "Well done!" I'm so so so happy about it! I'm also very glad that I did an improvement for my project. My supervisor said that it is good and improvement will gain me bonus points! YEAH!

Ok now let's rewind bit by bit...

1st May to 3rd May 2009
Happy Birthday Babyboy!
Muacks!

It was a SUPER DUPER UNHEALTHY weekend! Dear and I had 2 consecutive days of BBQ at the chalet - the first with his colleagues & the second with our friends. A friend was telling me BBQ = CANCER! >.<>Celebration part 1

Unhealthy food! :(The prawns caught during prawning. Not by us, by a colleague's husband. :)Mango cake for Parisa. This cake is tasty!Chocolate cake for DearDear was busy bbq-ing :)He is so cute though he looks a bit sleepy. :)The ladies~Dear dear's face is so oily after the bbq-ing! EEeee...with his cake~Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you!Us :)

Celebration part 2

Dan, the Charcoal man!Dan & Xian. Dan was trying to act macho! Lolx!Another round of unhealthy food! :(Ken & JoMy babyboy, the birthday boy!XianDanKenThe guys!The 2 couples
We went to chill out at a pub at Pasir Ris Park. :)

Dear dear's birthday is on 3rd May, thus we gave him a surprise and celebrated for him after 12 midnight! :)

Tiramisu cake from Bakerzin! Very delicious!
Thanks to Ken & Jo! :)When the guys get a little cheeky & "dirty"... :D Present Giving Ceremony! HahaThe usual 6 :)

25 April 2009
Happy Birthday Bro!

I drove boyfriend and family down to Tampine 1 for dinner. It was my first time driving after I got my license. :) I drove auto car! I still prefer manual car!
I made a mistake though. I will learn from it.

Dinner at...
The food was not bad. If not wrong, this is their first store in Singapore. Worth trying. :)Our Longan w Aloe Vera drinkBro's Lychee drinkMy Chicken Baked Rice with coconut currySis's Pork NoodleBBQ French FriesBoyfriend's Luncheon Meat NoodleMummy's Spicy NoodleBro's Double Sauce Baked RiceI love Mummy! I thanks her for all her effort, love and patience all these years. :)

Bro doesn't like to take photos, thus explains why no appearance of him here.

After dinner, we headed down to Bishan for prawning! It was our first time prawning! :) I love it! I wish to go for more!

In the car...
I quite like the design of it!The first prawn caught! It splashed water onto Dear, thus the weird expression. Lolx.These were all the prawns we had caught after 2 hours! About 20 prawns. :)

You may be interested,
Hong Kong Kim Gary Restaurant
Location: Tampines 1

I'm a Driver too~!

2009-04-15T22:24:00.003+08:00

Hurray! I passed my TP today! 15 Apr 2009! My tester said that I'm a safe driver and I can drive! :)
Happy!

Met dear for a little celebration. His treat for dinner! Jack's Place.

We were too hungry so I only managed to take this. Seafood in a Basket.I'm a driver too~ ;PMadeline is super duper happy!Being cheeky againThanks dear dear for the treat and for sharing my happiness!

Thanks to all my friends for the best wishes and thanks those who prayed for me!!!

Ettusais~

2009-04-14T15:20:00.001+08:00

Recently I'm quite interested in Ettusais. Thus I'm giving it a try to see if it works wonder on my face! :) Of course hope it will! :)
Thanks dear for paying for me! ;P

Happy Birthday Sis~ ♥♥♥

2009-04-13T14:49:00.008+08:00

11 Apr

Happy Birthday Sis!

After work, Dear and I headed down to Bugis to shop for a while while waiting for mummy and sister. We went to Swensens for dinner, where we had a little surprise for her!

Mummy and sis
Our food~ Yummy!
Followed by a little surprise for sis! :)The staffs of Swensens were very nice to sing a birthday for sis! Hope sis likes my plan :)
(P.S. There were 3 birthdays at the restaurant that day! The staffs have to sing thrice!)
Happy Birthday!Babyboy & babygirl ♥
Us with the birthday girl!Cheeky sisters :)

After dinner, we went for neoprint as requested by sis, then arcade for a little fun! :)
Dear & I got a little gift for sister, but it has yet to arrive! ><
At workplace, w Erica. So sad that I won't be able to see her that often, because their stall is moving out. :(
I got this cute bear bear from her aunt. :)
Madeline loves bear bear!

Liars are just ROTTEN!

2009-04-12T23:01:00.009+08:00

I seriously got no idea why people lie...
Yes, I do know what is white lie, but how about other lies?
Those that are used to cheat people, to make them fall into the traps etc...

What can lies do?
Benefit oneself?
Don't they have conscience?
Don't they learn civil and moral education when they are younger, be it from parents or teachers?
What a shame to have disgraced your parents when you lie...

Madeline hates LIARS!
One lie, and I don't mean white lie, can agitate me!
It can make me cry too. Reason being that I feel stupid to have trust you.
Don't ever lie to me, because you will regret if I find out.
Personally, I think lies can only make others doubt you always!
When you lie, you betray the trust others have for you.
Think twice before you do such a thing.

One last thing, don't try to be "honest" or misuse words like true, honest, real etc in your sentence, when you lie, because you have just proved that you don't understand meaning for the words used.
You ain't fit to use such words.

P.S. There is not turning back after doing a thing.
P.S.S Yes, Madeline just got cheated, but glad that it's not by her boyfriend.

2009-04-10T09:33:00.000+08:00

I miss my long long hair!!!
How long do I have to wait for my hair to grow longer?!

I feel like going for hair extension again... but it's super costly!
It can reach 200 buck to get the same thickness as my hair!
So broke... :(

Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou!

2009-04-09T09:07:00.002+08:00

The past few days, I just had my Japanese Level 2 Listening & Oral. The listening was quite bad, at least for me. I'm slow in listening, I admit. :( The oral was quite funny, as I was quite blur as usual. I'm hoping and praying for the best. I shall work hard for the final paper!

がんばってください

P.S. I may not be able to update the next few days, as my exams are around the corner. :( Good luck to me!

Hello Kitty Goodies from Love ♥

2009-04-04T23:22:00.003+08:00

Dear said that he came across a pushcart selling Hello Kitty goodies and he thought of me. Knowing that Hello Kitty is my favourite, he got me these goodies...

So sweet of him! *muacks*
サンリオは　すきですか。
はい、だいすきです。